Mpendwa Mindset iliyo kufanya umeshindwa vita miaka yote hii haiwezi ghafla-ghafla tu mindest ile ile ikakupa ushindi wa kishindo, SIO KWELI! DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER EXPECTING DIFFERENT IS PURE INSANITY!
I PROMISED TO YOU PERSONALLY GOD WILL GIVE YOU THAT VICTORY THIS 2025, SIO MWAKA MWINGINE HUU NI 2025 AND I STAND BY MY PROMISE, I KNOW WHAT I SAY, AND I SAY WHAT IKNOW!
OKAY MACHO KWA MACHO MIMI NA NYIE CAN I LOOK YOU IN THE EYES WITH MY FULL CHEST AND TELL YOU THE SAME THING, “GOD WILL DELIVER THAT VICTORY TO YOU,YES YOU !”, DO I HAVE ANY DOUBTS OR RESERVATIONS THAT GOD MIGHT NOT LIVE TO HIS EXPECTATION? ABSOLUTELY NONE WHATSOVER, DO I HAVE DOUBTS AND RESERVATIONS YOU WILL ABLE TO RECEIVE THE VICTORY WHEN TIME COMES ? I DO, BUT STILL I HAVE HOPES IN YOU THAT YOU WONT DISAPOINT YOURSELF AND MOST OF ALL YOU WON’T MAKE A FOOL OUT OF US! LOSING IS NOT MY THING, I GUESS WE HAVE TWELVE (12) MONTH TO FIND OUT, YOU DON’T WIN IN ONE (1) DAY AND YOU DONT LOSE IN ONE (1) DAY!
It takes a good mindest, consistency, hardwork, determination, focus and perseverance TO LOCK A DIVINE WIN, LIKE ISAID GOD REPUTATION PERSERVE ITS SELF, I HAVE NO DOUBTS THINGS WON’T GO US PLANNED ON HIS SIDE!
Numbers 23:19
19 God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?
DOES HE HAVE CAPACITY TO DELIVER THE WIN? HE DOES!; DOES HE REALLY WANT YOU TO WIN ? HE DOES, WILL HE HELP YOU WIN?, ABSOLUTELY!, I SAID CAUSE GOD SAID IT!OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE MY REPUTATION TO KEEP!
I SAY IT AGAIN WITH MY FULL CHEST AT THIS MOMENT NIMEVUKA LEVEL ZA KUSEMA NIPO LEVEL ZA KUPAYUKA.
Deuteronomy 20:4
4 For the LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory.”
THE MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION IS WILL YOU BE A PERSON WORTHY OF BEING FOUGHT FOR BY THE HEAVENS ARMIES ? ,WILL YOU ? CAN I DEPEND YOU?
FROM MY EXPERIENCE MARA NYINGI MUNGU AMENYOOKA ILA WANADAMU NDIYO MIYEYUSHO KWELI-KWELI, YAANI MPAKA ISSUE INAISHA AIBU UNAONA MTUMISHI!
MWANZO MNAANZA FULL FORCE, VIKIINUKA VIKWAZO KIDOGO TU KWISHA KAZI, MTU ANAWEZA KUWEKA AGANO MWAKA MZIMA AKALITEKETEZEA SADAKA LAKINI AKAAAMKA GHAFLA HATAKI TENA!
ANARUDI MISRI, I’M LIKE “OLE WANGU NILIYE KULA HIZI SADAKA ZAKE KAMA JASHO LA MTU LINALIWA”, NABAKIA PALE KAMA BWEGE NA RUNDO LA SADAKA NA AGANO LANGU, MUUNI KAYEYA AFTER MONTH AND MONTHS OF HARD WORK, UKIRUDI BAADA YA UBABAIFU NI ZAMU YANGU KUONDOKA, MWISHO INAKUWA PWAGU NA PWAGUZI.
UNAKUTA MTU MMEANZA MTU SAHIHI HANA MTU KABISA, AKAPATA MTU, MTU MPAKA ASEME ANA OA WANAUME WENYEWE GENZ SIO KITOTO, SUBlRA ZA KUTOSHA, MUDA WOTE ANA IMANI YA KUHAMISHA MILIMA, UNAONA HAPA MTU YUPO.
Picha linaanza AKISEMA TU ANA OA, KOSA LA JINAI UMUHIMU WANGU TENA UMEISHIA HAPO! KOTE HAJATOA SEX, SIKU YA MAHARI OR ARROUND THAT WEEK NDIYO ANAJIONA ASHAKUWA MKE TENA, MIGUU CHANU NA MIMI KUWA GHOSTED BAADA YA POSA NISHAZOEA.
SASA KUNA HARUSI NYINGINE NAZIONA INSTAGRAM NA LIKE KIROHO SAFI, IT IS STILL MY WIN, JASHO LANGU LIMO MULE NA WENGINE THINGS DON’T GO SO WELL, WANANIJUA VIZURI SANA THEY DON’T TRY OR BOTHER KURUDI TUMALIZE KAZI, THEY KEEP WONDERI NG WHAT IF WASINGELETA UBABAIFU JE INGETIMIA AU INGEKULA EITHER WAY, WE WILL NEVER KNOW FOR SURE!
KUNA MMOJA ALIPATA MTU SAHIHI KABISA, MAMBO YAKAWA HAYAENDI! ALIFANYA AGANO, BADO MTU HAELEWEKI, AKAWA ANAKATA TAMAA, NIKAMFANYIA SIGNS AND WONDER KU-COMFIRM KAMA NI MTU SAHIHI MUNGU ATOE ISHARA, IT WAS DUMB OF ME OF THEN NA HURUMA HURUMA ZA KIPUUZI.
NOW I KNOW BETTER, MUNGU AKATOA MPAKA ISHARA KWELI KAKA ANAMPENDA NA LIKE DOES HE REALY CONSIDER MAKING HER HIS WIFE? WATAKUWA PAMOJA NA ISHARA ILIKUWA NGUMU KWELI-KWELI, LAKINI HAIKUSAIDIA CHOCHOTE, SIKU YA SIKU AKANIAMBIA MIMI MAMBO YA KUOMBEA NDOA BASI NA MIMI NIKAJIBU AMINA, NIJIBU VIPI SASA?
HATA KAMA NDIYO WEWE MSOMAJI?, HIYO ILIKUWA 2023 MWANZONI, 2024 MWANZONI AKABEBA LIMIMBA HIZI MIMBA ZENU ZA MWENDO KASI BORA NIZAE TU, AGAIN I WAS TOUNGUE TIED, JUNE MIMBA LINA MIEZI 8 HATA KULIPOROMOA HAIWEZEKANI YULE KAKA YULE WA AGANO
Akarudi asking for her arround ashatendeka from arround the world ameisha, Anataka KUMUOA! Hataki dating hataki chochote, Ghafla katuma mshenga, Kwao anakujua from previous diabolical dating! Shosti tumbo ndindi na mwenye tumbo HAELEWEKI KAMA MBINGU ZINAMCHEZEA MAJOKA!
Huku na huku anataka kunishika mimi UBAYA kwanini siku emphasize kwamba ATARUDI KWELI, Nilimwambia atarudi aka-kejeli LINI?, NIKIWA NA MIAKA 50?, Sasa mimi nikishaona mtu amelose respect I save my face! Ananilaumu UNGENI NGANGANIZA, Nikamwambia GIRL BYE! HUKUNISKILIZA THEN NISIKIZE NOW! UKITOA HILO TUM BO UTAONDOKA NALCO!
DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, AKANIAMBIA “PROPHET OF DOOM” AFTER EVERYTHING, PAMOJA NA KUMJARIBU BWANA KWA KUMUOMBEA ISHARA KALI NIRAMBA KUONEKANA PROPHET OF DOOM KWELI?
MORAL YA HII STORY NI KWAMBA GOD DELIVERED HIS END LAKINI MWENZENU HAKUWA KWENYE FORM WALA POSITION YA KUPOKEA THE GOD GIVEN VICTORY, ALILETA UBABAIFU USHINDI UKAJA WAKATI AMBAO SIYO SAHIHI YEYE KUTANGAZWA MSHINDI NA KATI-KATI VITA MPYA ALICHAPIKA ASUBUHII.
Sisi sio bora sanaa kuliko yeye, Atleast aliweka foundation na mfumo wa kushinda, NI TUVITU VITU TUDOGO NDIYO TULIKO MFELISHA DAKIKA ZA JIONII, HATA WEWE USIPO KUWA MAKINI UTAMLA NG’OMBE MZIMA ILA MKIA NDIYO UTAKUTOA KWENYE RELI, UKABAKIA UNA WONDER WHAT IF USINGE TOKA KWENYE RELI.
TRUST THE PROCESS, TRUST THE PROCESS, TRUST THE PROCESS, NA PROCESS ZA MUNGU ZA AJABU AJABU MNO, KAMA HUNA ROHO NGUMU BACKED UP NA UFAHAMU MKUBWA WA NENO NDANI YAKO HOTOBOI KWENYE KU TRUST THE PROCESS! HUTOBOI.
PICHA ZA MUNGU ZINAANZAGA MWISHO AFU ZINAKUJA MWANZO, LAZIMA UVURUGIKE KUNA MTU 2022 ALINIAMBIA NIMFANYIE ISHARA SABABU ANA BOY WAKE ANATAKA ISHARA KAMA WATAKUWA WOTE, I WAS YOUNG AND RESTLESS, NIKAMFANYIA MEFEKECHEREE, NIKACHARAZA MAANDIKO, ISHARA ALIYOTAKA SIO NDOGO ORAA! NA BY THEN I HAD A SOFT HEART, MAANA THE BOY KAMA ANAMPENDA KAMA HAMPENDI HIVI, ULIKUWA MVURUGANO, IT MADE SENSE KUFANYA HUDUMA I WAS YOUNG AND AMBITIOUS!.
I SHARA IKATOKA IMENYOOKA KWAMBA BARAKA ZOTE ZA MBINGU JUU YAO ZIPO, NI MUME WAKE ATAMUOA, MIND YOU ISHARA NILIWEKA MIMI YA JUA NA MWEZI! NITAKACHO WAAMBIA MTAACHA KUSHOBOKA NA ISHARA, KIRANGA KOMAA.
BAADA YA ILE ISHARA THINGS GOT WORSE WAKA-ACHANA KWA SABABU ZA MSINGI THE GUY WAS MEAN AND ALIANZA KUWA ABUSIVE WORDS WISE, DADA AKAMUACHA, BAADA YA HAPO SINCE 2022 HII 2025 NI MIAKA MITATU (3) DADA SAHIVI NI THELATHINI NA SABA (37) NA HAMNA LA MAANA LINALO ENDELEA KATI YAO, MWANAUME YUPO MGHARIBI NA MWANAMKE NIKO NAYE ANANILA UBONGO NAJUUTA KUFANYA YALE MAANDIKO NA HUDUMA YA KUOMBA ISHARA, NAJUTA KUMFAHAMU.
WAPENDWA ULIMWENGU WA ROHO UPO HIVI HUWEZI KUANZA GIA NAMBA TATU (3), ALAFU UKARUDI NAMBA MOJA (1) GHAFLA, UKIANZA NAMBA TATU (3) INATAKIWA UITAFUTE NAMBA (5), SASA SIO RAHISI NA I LEARN THE HARDWAY KWAMBA WAUMINI NI VERY UN-RELIABLE, NIMECHA SHOBO LA KUWAANZISHA GIA NAMBA TATU (3) YAANI NIMEKOMA MATABE NIMEKOMA MTU AKINIAMBIA NIFANYIE ISHARA, I BLOCK YOU!
YULE DADA ILITAKIWA PALE PALE TULIPO ISHIA KWENYE ISHARA NDIYO TUENDELEE KUOMBA IN ACCORDANCE AND DIRECTION YA MAJIBU YA MUNGU, TUENDELEE KUCHIMBA NA KUJENGA UELEKEO ULEE-ULEEE!, WE WERE SUPPOSED TO TRUST THE PROCESS!
SASA YEYE MAMBO YALIVYO ENDA NDIVYO SIVYO TULITAKIWA TU STAND GROUND NA KUKOMAA NA UNABII MUNGU ALIOU-TOA KWA ISHARA NA ANAMSUMBUA MPAKA ANA HISIGI YULE KAKA ANAMROGA MAANA NI MIAKA MITATU (3) HAJA MOVE ON, WOTE NA JINGA MWENZIE AMEJARIBU MAHUSIANO MATATU (3) YOTE SHUBIRI, MATABE AMEKOMA.
HII MIAKA MITATU(3) KAFANYA PROGRAM ZOTE ZA DELIVERANCE ZIMEMSAIDIA SANA KIUCHUMI, ILA MAHUSIANO UBABAIFU MTUPU, SABABU MUNGU BWANA ALISHASEMA KWA ISHARA JAMANI ASEMEJEE KAMA MWAKA HUU HAJAPATA TUTAENDA DIRECTION YA MUNGU KWENYE MAHUSIANO NA VICTORY 2025 ITAPATIKANA.
ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS GO BACK TO GOD MIKONO NYUMA TO ASK WHAT NEXT NA CHOCHOTE KITACHO ENDELEA NA YULE MPUUZI WE REPORT BACK, MUNGU NDIYO ATAKAMILISHA ULE UNABII KWA NJIA ZAKE NA WAKATI WAKE, ANATAKA KUMPA YULE MUME ILA SIO KWA CHOCHO NA JANJA JANJA!
NAWAPA TU UBUYU KUNA THIS TIME THE LADY ALIMU OFFER THE GUY TEN(10) MILLION TSH HE SAID “NO” ILI NIUMA MPAKA KWENYE MSHONO MIMI I’M THERE FOR HER 24/7 HATA KUNI OFFER TWO (2) MILLION BASI ZA KULAINISHA NIRA, THUBUTU YANGU! NAKULA ZAKA KAVU, KAZINI KWANGU KUNA KAZI!
GOD HAD ALREADY PROMISED THE GIRL KWA ISHARA KWAMBA ATAMPA THE GUY, HE IS KIND OF CUTE TOO AND NICE ILA ANA DEMONS ZA KUVURUGA UBONGO, THE GIRL ALITAKIWA AKOMAE NA MUNGU MPAKA MUNGU AMLETE KIJANA WA MAMA MKWE KWENYE LEVEL ZA UTUKUFU WA MUNGU NA THE GIRL IS SAVED AND A PRAYER WARRIOR! KOSA LA THE GIRL ALIJARIBU KUTUMIA MIND GAMES KUMPATA KAKA NA KAKA PLAYED HER IN HER OWN GAME, IT WAS BAAAD! NA SIKU NAANIKA MAMBO YAKO HAPA U-ENJOY HIVYO HIVYO NI FOR TEACHING PURPOSES DON’T TAKE IT PERSONAL, UWE NA VIBE HILO HILO!
KILICHO TOKEA KWA HUYU AGE GO HAKINA TOFAUTI SANA NA KILICHO TOKEA KWA YUSUFU!, TUNAONA JOSEPH ANAOTA NDOTO MBILI (2) YA KWAMBA ATAKUWA MKUU KULI KO NDUGU ZAKE, NI UNABII MUNGU AMEMPA TOFAUTI YA JOSEPH NA MKULUNGWA , JOSEPH ANAKOMAA NA ALICHO-ONESHWA NA MUNGU, HUMWAMBII CHOCHOTE, HE TRUSTED THE PROCESSS AND MOST OF ALL HE TRUESTED GOD!
MAZINGIRA YANAPISHANA NA UNABII FASTA, KUWAAMBIA TU NDUGUZE IT WAS EXPECTED SABABU MUNGU KASHASEMA KWA ISHARA YA NDOTO WATA CONCEED NA KUMPOKEA UNABII UTUMIE, THUBUTU! CHA KWANZA WANA MTIA SHIMONI, JOSEPH HANA PRESSURE ANACHILL SHIMONI, MUNGU AKISEMA KASEMA NA YEYE NDIYO KASHASIKIA, KNOCK YOURSELVES OUT ILA MIMI NDIYO MKUU WENU, MKULUNGWA MUNGU ALISEMA KWA ISHARA KABISAA ALISIKIA ILA HAKUAMINI SIJUI HAKUELEWA NI TAFRANI.
JOSEPH ANAENDELEA KUPITIA ORDEAL MBAYA SANA, ANAUZWA UTUMWANI LAKINI YUPO NA UNABII, THE END WILL JUSTIFY THE MEANS, ANAFUNGWA JELA KWA KUSINGIZIWA YUPO NA MUNGU MPAKA WAMUUE NAE HATA KAMA KUSHADADIA UNABII ALIZIDI, ANA CHILL GEREZANI HATA HANA WASIWASI JAPO KUYUMBA KIDOGO TU AHOJI UAMINIFU WA MUNGU, MUNGU KASEMA MARA MOJA ATAKUWA MKUU YEYE KASIKIA MARA MBILI (2) NA HAAMBIWI KITU KATIKA NCHI YA MBALI, ITAKUWA GEREZA DOGO TU HILO ANAFUNGWA MPAKA NA WAPAMBE WA MFALME
MKULUNGWA KIUKWELI ANABOA JITU LIMEPEWA ISHARA MPAKA NA MUNGU LILILO ITAKA LENYEWE, MANYANYASIKO KIDOGO TU LIMEBWAGA, WATU WAZIMA WENGINE MIYEYUSHO KWELI KWELI, KUNA MUDA ANAJIPANIKISHA NITAZEEKA MWENYEWE JAMANI, SASA SIJUI ANATAKA MBINGU ZISHUKE NDIYO AAMINI AU SIJUI ANATAKAJE! WEWE UMEKIMBIA NA KUTELEKEZA UNABII WA ISHARA LIKE A WHOLE SIGN SASA SIJUI UNATAKA MUNGU ASEME KWA RADI.
SASA SIJUI ANATAKAJE, INAKATA KICHIZII NA HIZO RADI AMPIGE MWENYEWE MGONGONI ,ANATAKIWA ARUDI MBELE ZA MUNGU AENDELEE PALE PALE ALIPO TELEKEZA UNABII NA KUACHA KUMSIKILIZA MUNGU JUU YA HILO SWALA NA KUANZA KUENDEKEZA UPWIRU NA MIND GAMES, AFANYE TOBA SIKU SABA (7) KWA UBABAIFU ULIO MGHARIMU MIAKA MIAKA MITATU (3) KIJINGA TU, AMWAMBIE MUNGU A PROCEED AS PLANED NA YEYE ATATULIA MAGOTINI MWA MUNGU AKIIMBA MAPAMBIO NA KUSIFU NA KUABUDU.
IN THE END MUNGU ALI-DELIVER KWA JOSEPH, NA UKISOMA NDUGU ZAKE WALIVYOKUJA YEYE ALIWATAMBUA MAANA HAWAKUBADI LIKA CHOCHOTE ILA WAO HAWAKUMJUA SABABU MUNGU ALIMBADILISHA KUWEZA KUUPOKEA USHINDI ALIMUAHIDI, AKAWA MKUU HUKO MISRI NA ADUI ZAKE WA ZAMANI A.K.A KAKA ZAKE MUNGU ALI WA-DELIVER KWAKE NA WAKA SUJUDU AS PROMISED IN THE DREAM!
MIMI SINA SHAKA NA MUNGU KWAMBA ATA DELIVER HIYO 2025 VICTORY, TENA MAPEMA SANA ISSUE NI JE UTA TRUST THE PROCESS?, JE UTAKAZA NA KUSHUPAZA FUVU KAMA JOSEPH AU NDIYO MIYEYUSHO NA UBABAIFU KAMA WA MKULUNGWA WANGU ?
NIKUTEGEMEE AU NISIKUTEGEME? NYOOSHA MAELEZO MAPEMAAA SANA, I CHOOSE TO BET ON YOU KWA IMANI LAKINI NAONA KABISA MKEKA WAKO UNAVYO NICHANIKIA MWEZI WA SITA (6) MBALI, MSIFANYE HIVO NAWATEGEMEA MJUE.
